the zhaf speaks

Friday, March 30, 2007:

The rain comes

The rain comes,
As does the cold,
So do thoughts of you.

Quiet whispers from a distant night,
Tremulous temptations nary a man may fight.

Your voice much missed, rings through my ears,
Dulcet melodies from antiquity's memories,
Sweet soothe indeed, for one troubled soul.

Your eyes, they tease, they mesmerise,
Too late to run, I realise.

Your touch, lingering even now,
Such devilry in my soul,
Wanton desire unbridled, restraint holds in place.

Intoxicating, fragrant, your hair, your scent,
Caution to the winds, this man's hell-bent.

The rain comes,
As do the chills,
They lead me to thoughts of you.

-Zhafri, 28/03/2007. Quiet idyll on a cold, rainy day in camp.



-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 2:13 pm

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Sunday, March 11, 2007:

Zhaf, you need to prioritise and f-o-c-u-s.

Too much of the same shit, with only depth varying.

And just like that, we're 21. Let's get this show on the road.



-unshackled and unfettered he seeks power sublime- 9:07 am

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shadow striker perpetually in disguise,


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that backstabber, you are nothing,


for i find you so lacking,


pity that's all you'll ever be,


someone who can't face up to me.


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can't touch me, not now, not ever.


don't try stoppin me, it's a futile endeavour.


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Hope is the faint glimmer in the dark, that which illumes the despondent depths of despair.


Hope is the rope that tethers me to the prospect of brighter tomorrows, keeping me from an awry descent into a place where all that is important to me is long gone and irretrievable.


Hope floats, buoyed by the kind words of loved ones, those we used to love, those who stopped loving us, and even those we love without ever realizing it.


Hope is my face turned to the high heavens, arms outstretched, in prayer. It is the leap of faith where I let go. Where I do what I can and must do, and acquiesce, "God, I trust in you. Do what You will with me. I am in Your fold now."


Life at times - Scary, mortifying, terrifying. Something I'm not always prepared for. But I will stand my ground.


For the pain of letting go of my dreams, of wondering "what if?" would be far more excruciating than the long and arduous road that ends in a glorious reality where dreams are manifested through my blood, sweat and toil.


And yes, I do need help. So help me God.


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